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| 1805 days without you.
It's been tough, more than tough, but I'm still learning living with it... it has not been easy.
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| I don't believe that life is supposed to make you feel good, or make you feel miserable either. Life is just supposed to make you feel.
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| I stayed. For you.
I wonder whether it was a best decision I've made so far. Yes, it seemed at the time. But now, I don't know anymore. Of course, I still think I made the right one, but not the best. I don't know what to think anymore. I thought that in time, we would spend time together, just as friends.. I don't mind. But just to spend time with you. I have loved you endlessly, I still do. Some might not believe me, but the truth is I do, I do, I do. Those times we had together, it was so short. Just a day, an hour or two. I know I may sound greedy, but I want more. I was so haste in making the decision at the time, it didn't made me think of how busy you were gonna be to be spending time with me. It's like you have a life of your own, and there isn't enough room for me to even enter a foot in. The room is so packed the door is bout to burst open. Now I know that it really wasn't the best decision I've made in 20 years of life. I would really like to spend time with you, maybe just a mere 5 minutes, thats good enough for now. Cause I haven't been seeing you in 6 months, and it's killing me. I just need to hear your voice, to have a side of your face, your body to hug. I love you.
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| It's when you are so strong inside and out but at the same time so vulnerable that makes me love you endlessly. You may seem tough, but thats the way you want people to have the impression of you. Once, long ago, i wanted to desperately to have you all to myself. But thats impossible, i know that now. You are very much wanted, and loved. I can't stop the others, i can only sit back and watch. And be there for you.. always.
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| No one would ever know you the way i do...
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